Some of you may be aware that Anne passed to spirit peacefully yesterday morning. She had cheated death three times and family members and others close to us are of the same mind; she no longer could face the same uphill battle to recover and chose to go. On June 28th this year, we visited Althorp [where Diana's remains are kept] and for me this was a turning point. She showed extraordinary stamina and strength that day, and after that, a series of episodes led to no greater peak and many troughs of her physical and mental condition. It was cancer in the beginning back in April, and the jury will always be out as to whether it was cancer in the end or something else. Time may or may not tell. I have my views.
An immensely proud woman, the indignity of her condition, and especially her struggle to speak must have left lasting psychological scars. And as she always put others first, I know she will have weighed up the pressures on me, Karen, Jan, Andy and Ian [because at times, despite my reassurances, she said so] and drawn a conclusion. The good news is that she is now with her beloved parents and other family members, Diana, Mother Mary, many Essenes, her healing guides, my parents, our pets, and dozens of friends in spirit and is free of the handicaps she acquired during the duration of her illness.
I genuinely felt her presence with me yesterday afternoon and evening, much less so today; yet I know she has been and will be with me for eternity. If we add up all those we have met, taught or shared 1 to 1’s with, we are talking over 5000 people in the UK, Ireland, Scotland and Greece. If you look at our videos on You Tube, we have both got over 300,000 views each. This is nothing to do with ego. We have been privileged to knowingly touched the lives of well over half a million people. And it’s not finished yet. With Anne continuing to inspire me, now from spirit, a new chapter has opened up. Where will it lead? I have no idea. I have paid tribute to many people in correspondence, and will not repeat the list here. No-one could wish for a better family than mine. I am truly blessed. And how did I become part of that family? Anne.
Deep, heartfelt thanks to everyone of you reading this mail. Funeral arrangements, and a tribute service to celebrate Anne’s life are all in the process of being planned. They will be held here in her adopted new home, home of Diana's favourite composer Elgar, Malvern. And one thing is certain, there will be no black, no misery, no gloom. Sadness, tears, yes. But all that is natural. Enjoy your day, think of Anne's love, support, healing, humour and indomitable spirit as you read this.
Please do not call me [yet], and there my be delays in replying to e-mails. Sorry I can’t call some of you either, it’s too raw at present. There is no love stronger than that we shared during our 36 years together. My soul mate, my twin flame.
Love and eternal light, Jack.